Deja vu again, and again
I think it’s a byproduct of living the same pattern over and over again. But I might as well describe it anyway…
So, a couple days ago, I first had the subversion dream. And while I didn’t really elaborate on it in my last post, it was pretty vivid, and very strange, and pretty elaborate.
Deja-vu number one today was having that dream last night. (I also had another non-deja-vu dream, which involved someone presenting as science something that would maybe make a good children’s museum exhibit about desynchronized senses). But yeah, the dream was deja-vu enough (because it was the same goddamned dream) that it pretty much woke me up, with that sort of upset-stomach nervous feeling that only really REALLY strong deja-vu experiences invoke. But I tuned it out and went back to sleep.
Well, I was just watching the anime Karin, a couple hours after waking up. (My day today has been exemplary “not on schedule” pattern — I came home at about 2:00 pm and went to bed for 6 hours). So I was watching Karin (which, if you can get over the hentai-”eeeyaaaaaahh!” screams and the strange premise, is actually pretty funny), and got to about episode 11 or so. As I was winding down watching it, just the arrangement of windows and the circumstances of watching it — I guess the time of day, the stuff I had pending, etc … again hit me with a strong deja-vu. I went and laid down for a while, re-attained my grip on time, and got back to normal. I think the parallel event that triggered it was probably something to do with my binge on “Yakitate!! Japan” last week.
Well, I just took a shower, and as I was getting out of the shower, the feeling again hit me, just the same as before. And I had another very strong deja-vu. This time, I think it was tied to either monday or wednesday of last week, getting out of the shower early in the morning knowing that I wasn’t going to get enough sleep, but that I’d at least be clean going to my early class.
I don’t know what this is indicative of. But I have to put myself past it and finish up my philosophy exam (due at noon). Just one of those weird things that happens on rare occasion I suppose.
(My mom would predict that I’m going to have a seizure or something, and try to hospitalize me for the night or some shit, but I neither have the free time nor the money to think of such things).