Archive for the 'whining' Category

disconnect

Saturday, June 18th, 2005

I think one of the reasons I sort of feel “off” lately … other than the borked sleep schedule and lack of exercise and general physical not-healthyness, is that I sort of feel a disconnect from where I was before. I think it’s a consequence of a prolonged period of fairly fast growth. Two years [...]

ennui

Saturday, June 18th, 2005

Yikes … My attitude about work pretty much took a hard left a couple days ago. I just got …. tired, and stopped caring about my crazy deep projects like the already-ignored subversion project, and the ldap project. I keep bumping into more cool things I could do with ldap. With a working ldap backend [...]

glasses broke

Monday, May 9th, 2005

Yep. My glasses broke. The nose bridge just snapped while I was cleaning them. I’m glad I had an old pair lying around! So yeah … I need to get new glasses soon. This old pair isn’t going to cut it for very long. Guess that means whoring out the timeclock for fun and profit [...]

final, if you can call it that.

Thursday, May 5th, 2005

Yeah, for those who’re curious, the compilers final kicked my ass pretty hard. Not as hard as it could have, but hard enough. Really, 2 of the 4 questions were “do you remember how to do this in the projects” … and they were in the projects that I didn’t understand at all. That said, [...]

seeking for something

Wednesday, April 13th, 2005

I think I’ve come to understand a fundamental thing about myself and my personality… I’m seeking recognition. I want to get involved in something bigger than myself, and become someone recognizable. Not necessarily famous, and not for anything frivolous, but I want to be someone in some field or another such that if you were [...]